| A bridge does let people cross. |
[09 Jul 2009|09:12pm] |
I wanna be a writer that illustrates her own book. One day I read this book and it was really interesting so I turn over the covers to see who wrote it. it says
Christine Frances Lim.
whoa....and kids hear of it like it was Roald Dahl, or even J.K Rowling.
I am seriously enjoying these ambitious thoughts.
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| I get a little crazy sometimes. |
[07 Jul 2009|10:04pm] |
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Star jump! Bunny hop! Frog jump! WHEEEEEEE.... but I am happy. A crazy mad man beats an angry wise man.
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| Infinity. |
[24 Jun 2009|02:52pm] |
Humans are fragile beings...the one you just sat down for tea with yesterday might be gone tomorrow when we least expect it. We shall not live to fear death, but live every minute to the fullest we can...we shall not save today's conversation for tomorrow or reserve today's words for later...for the clock may stop and those words may be gone forever. We shall not be late, every min wasted is a moment in your life lost. We shall not complain for the lack of time, there are others counting their days left. We must cherish everything around, because we are only humans. We shall smile because we're gifted with today.
What if we had everlasting life? What if we could live forever. I need a bite from a real vampire.
condolence to you stranger.
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| Gamed. |
[16 Jun 2009|12:19am] |
I just found this very nice picture of her with big-eyed kitty soft toy in her hand... :) so adorable right?
today was over before we knew it, salmon sashimi in the bus was one of the best lunch I ever had...
and my answer to one thing I would bring to an island after a shipwreck and abandoned, is surely salmon
fishes! I'll fry them on rocks, steam them in coconut shells, preserve them in soil, boil them, bbq them, or
best have it raw! slice it with my vampire teeth...can't bring bet along la....see ah...if I do, we both die. I can't
eat her anyway! :P
we'll take some time, our dreams when we're kids will take us through the adult world everybody has been talking about.
they keep talking, we don't need to have any idea, we need no clue,
all we need, is me and you. Cap//
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| Legal. |
[08 Jun 2009|01:55pm] |
Hey baby, Happy 18th birthday! :)
Ps. we just closed a year gap.
anyway safari suckxxxx. I cant edit the picture size... tsk tsk. Cant wait for picnic! :D BYEBYE.
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| A little more time with you. |
[27 May 2009|12:25am] |
Keira has been putting on too much weight lately..I see her squinting her eyes as I switch on the lights in the room. She is either sleeping or eating..that blob of fats. Haven't been updating here....good news..I've got replies from Design Bridge as well as Anamics. What scares me is the corporate background of the companies.. I tell myself not to be afraid of these challenges because...I'm finally one step closer to bigger dreams. I am so looking forward to their replies...I've tried to sound really calm in the reply email...but I AM NOT!!!!!!! I AM EXCITED! PLS REPLYYYYYY ASAP.....HAHAHAA... okay okay land trainings tmr...knee wraps anyone?
Lakehouse is truly an inspiring movie.
Ps. especially watching it with bet. :)
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| Every Damn Morning. |
[12 May 2009|08:10pm] |
Just got home and I am going to catch my breath first before doing work. I am just looking at everyday pass the same way it did yesterday. My hands are always filled with something to hold, something to weigh my shoulders down, something to occupy my mind, and someone to keep in mind. Because somethings can be such a pain in the ass, fridayssss are always my favvvv. I love friday soooooo much because it tells me that I have sat and sun to rest...sat is so-so because I still have sun. AND SUN SUCK cause mon is on it's way...and MON SUCK EVEN MORE because it's the start of ALL THE PITA.
the better things in life are someone as special as you.
seriously..this is what happens every morning.
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| You are the nice flavour of the sun |
[26 Apr 2009|01:28pm] |
I've forgot to mention, that baby....your the nicest flavour I've ever come to taste.
love where have you been? It seems forever since I last saw you. Tell me if we're running out of time?
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| Prada Sidekick |
[22 Apr 2009|12:22am] |
oh prada sidekick...I dream tomorrow morning you'll be under my pillow. You only fit in
my pocket, you're only a waste of money...but I still love you like a drug.
I fell asleep in class at the beginning of the video, that's pathetic. I couldn't keep my eyes
open so I scratched and rubbed it till it's starting to hurt. Why does color and light have to
sound so complicated from you. I've stopped having a favourite color since primary school.
And that's a long time ago. but I used to like blue since everyone else likes red, but when
my baby sister told me she didn't like red anymore and that I could have the red power
rangers I liked red more than blue just a 0.0000000001 percent more. Suhan got us to pair
up. And so expected of me to be sitting ard waiting, the girl beside me took the initiative.
Then the moment I had a partner I left. Then I saw a guy at the door who asked if I've found
someone if not he could pair up with me. That's minutes too late cause I already agreed to
pair up with her. I said her, her , her, because I left the moment I had a partner that I forgot
to ask her whats her name or take down her contacts. I am such a no-brainer. Maybe because
she somehow knew my name....and I felt like I knew hers as well when I don't.
Timetable met some changes. And I hate those changes. I almost thought I could buy myself
more time before adcam. tmd.
PS. I know it's been a bad day for you, but I am here for you k?
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How Do You Sleep (Rap Remix Feat. Ludacris) - Jesse McCartney</div>
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| Grey Sky Eyes. |
[22 Apr 2009|12:10am] |
a picture of my vain girl if I leave her at the screen alone. I.L.Y.F.M
Grey sky, always in your eye
Where is the girl behind the cloud?
Grey sky, always floating by
But I only peek when I'm allowed
Hello world. I've decided to open my journal to public once again. for more private post I'll seal them for only friends.
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| Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize |
[08 May 2008|02:37am] |
Well. yes of cause. She said sorry right after she left with a new guy. How will it ever fix a broken heart...or a broken dream..once its broken.
I think the word sorry has always been just a word...it never really solve a problem in any real situation.
yet sorry can sometimes be the hardest word to say...
so i think..the harder for it to be said..
and when you actually said it...
is when you've actually really meant it.
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| Hello My last public post. |
[25 Apr 2008|10:27pm] |
Okay. Today I did some toning to my muscles that have gone weak over the months. I have been on an "eat whatever I like" diet. Now I have switched to salad diet...which is preferably a healthier choice. Okay I know I am skinny...but I am categorize under the "unhealthy skinny"...away with junk food fer now. This is to prepare myself before I take up rugby...I am so excited. :D okay okay. Dee dee is really expecting a banner.. I thought she was kidding. -_-" Alright..wyncy doesn't seem too happy with our progression on the rh project...felt a little bad..guilt strike me..I will go put in some effort. Smile and you'll look prettier. Over this weekends I will be working on so many things..that I'll prolly lose some sleep as well. Okay cheryl is about to kill me. Shes coming over and I am not really to leave yet.
its time..I stop joking about certain stuff..cause looking at the big picture...the war already begun.
I have much decided to go private since I quite conscious about ppl reading my posts...and resulting to my inability to say some stuff people shouldn't be hearing. That only applies to a minority which affects me even though.
thats the last thing I want ppl to do.
manipulate me.
byebye.
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| When we're limited by time. |
[24 Apr 2008|04:51pm] |
Just a few moments ago I was in front of some really build girls. I was standing in front of touch rugby booth. HS was with me...and I looked innocently at the sign up list that was going towards me.My mind harboured a few last thoughts. Should I? Theres still a turning back you know? Ah since I'm here already stick with the plan idert. OKay I held the list and gripped hold of the pen and wrote my name...my contact...my email..while my eyes ventured into the names on the list..Joanne..hmm..isn't she? hmm. ok..cool. Someone from design at least. hehe looked up when I was done...I smiled and said "thanks.." its done. She ask if I was coming to watch the match this evening. Then suddenly it strike me that I have lessons from 6-9pm. Okay I am gonna look fer my lecturer and ask her if i can join the morning class instead. :) pray she'll say yes to my little request. But I will go on tues to support Dee dee...she'll be having a match.woots.
tonight I will rush Racial harmony design.
tomorrow I will be working out at the gym again. I need a right knee guard. a really good one.
okay I have a quiz to revise on. bye you monkey.
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| Walk away they say. |
[24 Apr 2008|04:48pm] |
This post goes to my beloved ex girlfriend.
I know saying sorry for what I've said that possibly made you feel as rejected as I feel inside wouldn't make any sound. You probably wouldn't understand why I did what I did. My bold attempt to do what I will never do. Cause everytime I do the things I do..I end up hurt and all. You will say its being selfish...but looking at the picture not meeting fer now.. would be good fer us. I know your sick and there shouldn't be any excuses. I don't know If I can be your friend. I am not strong anymore to take another blow from a potential striker. Half-life. Strangely I recover when I am away from you. Have you ever got this feeling like being choked up inside...you can't breathe or think straight? I don't know why I have to lie and put a fake front just to make myself look stronger than I really am. I really wanna break free you know? I am not a free man like I want to be. I have my reasons. Trust me.
I choose to walk away. maybe the cut in my heart is deeper than you think it is. right now..I dont really feel a thing fer you right now and I want it to stick to that. every time we meet again..is like watching my heart being cut open over and over again. Sometime later we'll meet.
just leave me the last good impression of you.
love,
chris.
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| Fashion police says freeeeze. |
[23 Apr 2008|03:29pm] |
Alrights, blogging would be the most effective activity I can do right now trying to kill another 2 and a half hr. With a battery life of merely an hr..(which is sucha bullshit cause it dies faster than what it states. I wonder what I'll do after I watch my battery die out on me. You won't wanna read this post because I am about to talk nothing but crap. Guess what the hell I'ma wearing? Seriously..I wanna just hide at a corner of tp..make sure no one spots me. freaking..blue crew tees, black cardigan over..and freaking adi sports shorts. I look like a freaking idert who lost some fashion sense and colour coordination. Cause why.. I just came back from gym...and theres no way I will make that 2hr trip back home just to get a proper attire back to school. Damn. I can only leave at 9 looking at how things are right now. And I m far too embarrass to make a trip to rugby booth so that I could sign myself up and turning back to hear people bitch about me.tsk. I ran more than 5 kilometres today at the gym. I can totally feel my legs falling apart..the muscles have all gone wobbly. Now I dread walking down stairs. Subway diet and back to school in my horrible state. People are wondering why. Yeah my eyes will answer the calls to even the least curiousity in every being that brush across my shoulder of pain. And I can't stop sweating right now. I am pissed. pissed and so damn pissed. I should and will next time bring another pair of pants along. Save me from this discomfort oh lord. okay. maybe I am paranoid or smth. k no. The fun fair in tp brings back bad memories. Now its giving out free bottled diet coke...the school is getting generous. Alright snap snap. Move the bloody clock. forward..forward I say.good gracious..2 hrs more. I'm gonna keep going at this. So if you're beginning to get bored..please exit now. Its not ending just yet. Oh I had jacob's creek at vincent's place just a moment ago..that explains why I am a little crappy. Another thing. I really hate my phone. I'm gonna murder it once I get iphone to replace it. N91 is a bloody failure and disgrace to all technology of today. It shuts down like a bitch as it likes with no warning. And worse of all..its purpose might be just to piss one's soul. Great..it claims that its empty now. I charged the phone 8hrs last night. "let a bitch be a bitch".~ tsk. Sigh sigh..In another half an hour I will head to the lab. Honestly..my right leg hurts. Maybe I pushed a little too hard. Click clack.. and its out...click clack and the bones went back together. The human anatomy. :) Alright..I'm typing at a snail speed..half an hour more to go! :D
Now what I really feel like doing is to lie somewhere in the middle of the meadows. with my feet buried under the tall grass. field mice in their hiding place. My left hand just below my head. Watching the clouds fast-forward itself pass the magnolia white sky. jumping bunnies chasing one another. butterflies roaming around sweet scented flowers. birds chirping away. just beside of me...that very special someone to spend the whole evening with me right there. Where my right hand is...would be holding on to hers. both of our faces carrying the same smile. our heart beating as one...
then will I lie there forever.
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| Jam and butter. |
[23 Apr 2008|01:43am] |
I am happy. Cause I made a decision today to join tp rugby. I was
bouncing around in school today..and my lady luck....I saw hueysi.
She enrolled into tp not too long ago. Well double lucky. She also
joining rugby. We are like trackers that became too sick of running
we're like changing lines. Dee dee...dee dee ... I am gonna ask her
more about it as soon as I see her online. But I am quite firm about
it. It'll be a challenge..exciting. Okay. I am still bouncing around
now. Alright leadership classes today has been good. Did I tell you
that this class is damn rah rah. Angie's voice is damn loud. haha.
But I like it. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's lesson. Gym in the
morning..I've got to squeeze some butter out of my body...Vincent
says we need to go on a subway diet...burning calories. I'll train
myself to rest early and manage my schedules. I am starting to
really wanna live healthy. Cherish is coming back this 6th of may.
Hmm..I am gonna get her a welcome gift. What should I get?..
any suggestions?
goodnight fer now my love.
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[21 Apr 2008|08:14pm] |
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We...often.... find excuses for our own failures.
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| Butterflies and flies. |
[21 Apr 2008|07:21pm] |
School has begun. Minda has got director's list. I am indeed very happy fer him...at the same time filled with envy... I guess I didn't work hard enough. Why let personal affairs and heart distress affect the quality of my work...feel really stupid now. He have made it. And...I am gonna give myself a chance to prove myself..I can do it...even if it takes me to do it all alone.
Genesis today...ended 2 hours later. Piggyback on vincent on his little midget bike. went tcc to eat ramen. Wen lin paired up with me today. we agreed that Vincent's a HIMBO...And plan B starts on wed..work it out baby...I might wanna join touch rugby. I have to decide all these by friday...or mayb wakeboarding whichever I feel...more comfortable with. I might need to look fer somebody that will help me out with it...
Alright...I suppose life in tp is just gonna get better. These year's freshies...I've checked it out...lots of pretty girl. Well..one of em went on stage today. :) oooooh. My eyecandies. :P Haha! okay..nvm about all the pretty girls and charming boys. If I say you've caught my attention everytime...would you stay fer awhile with me? Is it okay if I ask you out?.....
I am quite a scary cat.
shy brat.
bimbo.
cool dude.
when it comes to crushes like these.
but you made my heart flutter like butterflies.
for another instant...flies should totally stay out.
those who take everything fer granted.
I shall wait now.
patience is a virtue?
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